stories

I wonder what reading back at these posts are going to feel like a year from now. So today...dropped all my savings just to go to school this quarter. Funny thing was- I needed the exact amount of money in my bank account in order for my classes to not get dropped. Its weird how God works sometimes..definitely not in our time. But hey when He does what he does...its pretty amazing. I'm broke like no other now. I feel so vulnerable and insecure. I suppose thats where trust comes in.

I'm finding out that knowing all my friends are still together hangin out in Cali still hurts. I really wish I could just go back and have everything the way it was. The feeling of missing out really sucks. I really can't get it through my head that I have a new life here. A part of me just won't let go of anything.

On the other hand, meeting new people and hearing their stories and what they have to say is pretty interesting. I've started going to a new Bible study, and just plain talking about life with sisters in Christ has been a blessing even though I just met them. I love getting to know new people and the chance to share each others lives in the midst of everyones busyness is most definitely a blessing.

If anyone reads this, I swear I'm the most happiestttt person ever. I just come here to vent if my posts seem so....not happy! haha