Busy

Finally back in Cali.
Started at my new school, and I gotta say I really miss Biola. I suppose this is okay for now though. Classes are alright, kinda wishin I knew people here though. This week has been so hectic and bussssay. Too many things and no time to do it!

notes.

Typing out some notes for myself, but your welcome to read them :)

-Do we have free will?

God is the one pursuing us in this marriage. He is the one seeking and courting us, not us seeking after Him. So all in all no, technically he chose us from the very beginning.

-Does God send people to hell?

Yes&no. Everyone has had a chance to have faith in Him whether or not they have a Bible or heard of Jesus. The conscience within us, knowing right and wrong, tells us that there is a higher power.

-We are being courted by God.

When the elect get to heaven we are going to be aware of every sin we committed. Indeed, we will be ashamed. But God being sovereign, will be right by our side showing us how he used the worst situations in our lives to show his glory. We will realize how throughout our whole life, our Father has been holding our hand and molding and shaping us to be the person we were created to be.

The perfect spouse?

A man who can protect, serve, love, and risk his life for you. Someone who will take care and love you for who you are unconditionally. These are the attributes of God x1000. He has all the power in the world, plus the universe He made to back Him up. (forrreal, the end of that sentence is the bomb right?)

Sometimes all the small details of theology get in the way, but its the relationship that truly matters in the end.

how is it that...

the people who you think would never let you down - do?While the ones you would never think to stay by your side are surprisingly the only ones there for you?

hmmm...kinda ironic how things work that way.

wrong motives.

Maybe I'm just super annoyed this week? I can't stand how people treat Christianity as a "phase" in their life. How can you be on the right track then suddenly have completely different motives in life?

I believe people choose to live their lives according to what's important to them. If they choose not to show Christ, I suppose that their problem and not mine. But, it just breaks my heart to see people so on fire for the Lord then be a completely different person a year later?

I just don't get it.

just when i thought.

that was the best school year of my life, everything is going to change?!

i hate change due to the fact that i get attached to every fricken thing so easily.

school options?

1st sem.

• IVC
• IVC & 1 class at Biola

2nd sem

• IVC
• IVC & 1 class at biola
• biola
• cal state fullerton
• washington
• philippines

ugh i cant even afford to pay off last semester yet. i'm scared outta my mind whats going to happen 2nd semester. i really don't want to move out of california. but i know its a huge possibility right now and it'll make everything for my parents a lot easier. 2 weeks left till i leave alaska.

i'm frustrated with not just school but with life -.- bleh.

you seriously can't appreciate anything until you get it taken away.

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a simple care of how are you doin would make my world go round' right about now.