miss

I don't think anyone really understands what I'm going through.
Sitting in my empty room. Leaving the past behind. It's making me
realize how the house is really worth nothing and it's the family
that's in it. I think its crazy to think how I cherished every last
moment I had with the friends I won't be seeing so often anymore.
Life is short in general so I suppose we should live life like that. In all of
this, I guess God is always going to be the One who doesn't change.
The one person who never fails and the someone who's always gunna be
there no matter what. This part of my life is done I just need to
accept it....maybe not move on...but never forget and accept that new
things are coming into my life and be thankful for what God has
allowed in my life.

I've realized in the past several months who my true friends are. The
ones who'll call me just to see how I'm doing. The ones who try to
keep and mend our friendships and the new ones that'll always be there
for me....even states apart. Together or not it's always gunna be the same.

No idea how but before I left I managed to fall in love. Seems like nothin

else matters when I'm with you. In this short period of time
and as crazy as it seems I still don't wanna let it go. And as much as I
don't wanna admit this, its probably the one thing thats pullin me back
from accepting this move.