change.

I'm kind of at the point where I just don't care where my life goes anymore. Community college sucks beyond belief and I was all about going back to Biola and actually graduating there. But now all that seems so far :( Darn you expensive Cali and college tuition! So I might move to Washington as soon as January or after summer. Which is obviously NOT exactly what I want. But I suppose ya can't always have what you want. I have no idea what I'm doing next semester, and my grades are about as bad as I make IVC out to be. It just stinks leaving everything from my past behind. I hate goodbyes. I hate moving. and I hate change.

Besides all this disgusting negativity ha. Maybe I'll actually like going to school over there? Maybe I'll meet new friends ORRR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE! Hahahaha now I'm being crazy.

God is still good and in control - so behind all this whining and complaining I'm still as thankful as ever for just living for Him :]

PS. I HATE RAIN TOO.