afflictions

Sometimes I just wish I could go back into the past and change some things. Then again doesn't everyone. I hate feeling like this. I feel so guilty feeling so down, when I really shouldn't. I just can't help it, and its one of those days where everyone annoys me. I wish I could just vent to someone that could understand. I miss everything and I wish everything could be perfect. I miss everything I thought I had.

Amazing how I ran into these quotes after I wrote this blog.

"Has this world been so kind to you that you should leave with regret? There are better things ahead than any we leave behind." cs lewis

"Some people feel guilty about their anxieties and regard them as a defect of faith but they are afflictions, not sins. Like all afflictions, they are, if we can so take them, our share in the passion of Christ." cs lewis

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edit #3 : I've come to the conclusion that I put too much value on this earthly life.